grudge - definition and synonyms

verb [transitive] 

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/ɡrʌdʒ/
present tense
I/you/we/theygrudge
he/she/itgrudges
present participlegrudging
past tensegrudged
past participlegrudged
  1. to give something without wanting to

    I grudge every minute that I have to stay away from my writing.